Today love, is a decision I do not know, I'm not sure if this is what I believe. Until today I never found a reason to wake up from the fantasy I'd conceived. Still I remember the heartache through the tears, through the fears, I made it through the night somewhere deep inside that there was never any reason to cry.

Someday, some way somehow, soon but not now.

I thought I knew how it should be. But now that it's gone, I don't know what I should see. What lies before me is a darkened mystery .Sometimes I think that I no longer believe. Count the hours, the days, remember the way. When you touched me, loved me, said you would stay. Feel the strain, the pain, your lips say my name. But now it's all gone and faded away.

Finally, I see that it's not what I thought it would be.

White petals of daisy flowers fall on my blue denim jeans. I lowered my head and smelled the burst of fragrance. Letting me in my future days, when I feel like sighing to always remember that day's starlight. Forever cannot happen. how long is forever?