July 03, 2005
fool again
i woke up on saturday afternoon with a heavy head ( thanks to simon and his friend) and blurred mind. What was that i dreamt? it must have been a decade that i dreamt of her again. it's been quite a while. but still...
Dream: suppose to meet her for a dinner. saw her( yes still remember the face, though sometimes the face is blurred too, same voice too), chat up, saw another friend and chat longer. but the time i went to her, she fallen asleep on the table waiting for me with food untouched......
Been thinking about her over this weekend. thinking... Is she still alive? How's she doing now? Did she lead a better life? Was she happy? Have she found someone new? How do she look like now? Why did she left without a word? We never had to say goodbye.
My birthday wish? I really hope she's fine and things are working out for her. i do.
HAP..... HAPPP...... HAPPPPPPPPY BIR.....BIRTH.....DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
twenty-five years later, and you are still standing strong against the sadistic teasings of karma and fate =)
give yourself a better birthday wish, alright?
xoxoxo
: 1:42 AM haha.. well, i've been a good sport for Karma and Fate. what to do... they like me..
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