January 19, 2005
perhaps perhaps perhaps
Been a while since i last wrote.
Work. Been busy since last Dec 2004. You can never imagine the kind of workload you are getting. As most of my stuff are more ad-hoc. a lot of things came un-planned yet still have to do. i guess this is what we called surprises. Buried in work. soon i forsee my blog will be a monthly issue thing. wahahahahah.
Love. many have expressed their concern. i thank all who did. I'm fine. we're getting on fine. not that i'm expressive to some or the frequent readers; i guess i should left certain things unsaid. i was thinking.....
perhaps i was impulsive getting into a relationship,
perhaps i was just tasting abit of love after being single for so long,
perhaps i am selfish, giving too little,
perhaps i wasn't expressive...
alot of questions came in my mind when we first got started. yes, also those honeymoon days. now i am sure of what i want and of my mentality. i like her. and there are things there both couples should settle with both heads. not just letting one head to go spinning and knocking on walls; cracking oneself to solve it. and i think time does plays a big part. meeting the right person at wrong time equals to none. meeting the wrong person at the right time equals to none too. but how can we be sure if the person is right or wrong one at that time. time being a measurement introduce by man to keep track of night and day ; had been used in other terms.
As far as i thought i knew quite abit of stuff; i may be wrong. that there's no right or wrong answer to many things but a matter of choice. you made the choice, you deem it. and the final question, you might ask yourself is whether you make the right choice? i think its depends on individual. but don't cry over spilled milk. it's all part of the learning process.
when was the last time you went through a self-life teaching session?
that's rather un-kc ... i always have this impresson that u are one of the rare guys that will give his all to the girl who stole his heart away ~
maybe ... u ... don l*** her ??
xoxo, pamela
i like her alot. now still.
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