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currently playing Michael Buble - Put your head on my shoulder

janet, i'm not sure if you like him too. but i like his voice after frank sinatra and nat king cole.

xiaoqiang says: Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Said something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? Is the most important things are the hardest things to say. like be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't? You can't tell your heart what to do? It does it on its own. when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much. for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. are we to be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love and you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

i've read some xanga's, some blogs. i could see some of my frens are still haunted by past relationships. some tormented by the sight of that man or that girl. some knees went soft when that person walked near and past them. some hearts beat faster till a blossom red rush up above when that person talked to them. it's not the usual puppy love that you can imagine, neither the 1st crush on. it's something we wanted so much; an answer, an action, a decision to help us to choose to the next step to move on. the next step we should take. up the stairs, down the hill.

i urge you to find someone to talk to. someone you feel comfortable to speak with. let him/her be your most loyal, quiet audience. you feel better this way. when you think it's tough living alone, braving the storm ahead alone. why not get a companion? i'm sure there's someone who's willingly. someone you call a friend.

now, it's friday. so go get alive.*grin*