i wonder if the old man up there starts to throw his anger or fustrations. there's no need to wet my morning with thunderstorms. but please.... don't wet my saturdays. and till now, i am writing at this point in my office in the afternoon. it is still raining at this point. * gggggrrrr*

i screwed up my job last night at the cafe. i don't even know why i would made that mistake. the scenario goes like this.
"table 5 ordered a chips with salsa. i served table 2 with the food they ordered. upon coming back, table 2 ask for their chips . i went back to the counter, saw the chips with salsa on the top waiting to be served, cancelled the name on the order paper and served table 2 with table 5 chips with salsa."

*silence*..

you can expect the waves of scolds from both bosses after that. although i didn't lost my job at the cafe nor i got my pay deducted. i just daze. it came to my mind that after being through the scoldings in the army. you are kinda immune to other scoldings eventhough it might worth the price of the job. it's like one ear in and another ear out. at that very point of time, i actually had this few seconds pause in my head deciding which attitude i am going to pose on my face. in case for some who just knew me. i used to have a can't-be-bother attitude towards a lot things and that includes people as well. but still, i bit abit on my pride, apologised and continued from there.

the phrase" a man is only a man when he takes on and overcomes any circumstances or situations that huddle in his path." has been ringing in my head for a while. how true.