Added a new flash website, [boombastick], under " sites " at the side.

Recently there's this thing which RIAA is now targetting on individuals sharing files illegally. click on the [LINK] to read on more. So guys take care if you insist on pushing your luck on using bit torrent or kazaa or whichever P2P sharing software. i'm here to spread the news. *sob sob*

today is my 2nd day of being a civilian after 2½ years and also 2nd day being jobless. Hah~ probably browsing thru today's recruit and classifieds. Met up with Roger and gang yesterday evening for a kopi at Suntec's Olio Dome. I still like friday's crowd. Dunno why i just felt that i'm in the correct time and space. But then again, i wasn't feeling the same way in the afternoon. i was swimming and i saw this blanket of feathery clouds over me. yes, friday afternoon was a sunny day. the clouds was like the waves at the sea. i was just dazing ,staring at the clouds. And it's the same old feeling from 2 years back came gushing in my mind. i was feeling very upset for not making to OCS due to injury. this time is i felt crippled from the phase of military to civilian. i don't just understand. but i am not accepting this fact.

i wasn't picky about the jobscope, wasn't picky about the payroll, wasn't even picky about the location. i'm just PICKY about the route of advancements. where i can advance or upgrade myself from working. i just don't wanna slog myself from 9-5 on weekdays. home->work->home. this is defnitely not the lifestyle i want.i dunno about the rest of the s'poreans' mindset. i'm still young. YOUNG! Frankly speaking, i think it's a privilege now to say " i am stress from studying" when you are 23 or older. It's kind of sacred word or phrase. So to my fellow friends who are still studying or left with one year before you received the golden paper which equals to the entry to real world. enjoy while you can.

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Petals and Seeds

also playing Patty Smith - Sometimes love just ain't enough

lay a rose in your palm
Said "I LOVE YOU" very calm
The petals fell very fast
You broke my heart at the very last

I cried myself to sleep all night
Until it reached the sun so bright
You never once said you cared
And I just noticed, you never even dared

My heart has broken so bad
I'm not saying I'm that mad
Everyone had hurt me so badly
That I went home so sadly

And soon it ended
With something I never intended
I took a pill and never woke
Even when somebody poked

I cried so loud up in heaven
When I saw no one cared not even seven
I'm glad my life is over now
So I can never make that silly vow

From now on the petals can bleed
Cause I will never grow that seed